my heart fell deep right into e valley when i got a reply from xinlin, anderson de dancer. she noe our results ma. well, its a silver. we were expecting a gold. sighhs. was VERY sad, but.. still held back my tears.. continued to duty and after dat made our way back to class. saw sunshine on e way, i said i really feel like crying. and.. i just cried. it was too much for me to bear. it was just unfair. we didnt even noe where we faulted to get a undeserving silver. i just cried.. went back class. not really in a mood for anythin. sigh.
then after ss, shuhui suddenly came my class look for me so frantically. guessed something abt it happened again. got a complete shock, i shant elaborate on it. went to look for ms lim, i was afraid she just wouldnt believe wad we were gona tell her. i cried for a moment, said i sld b strong and quickly went 3g with ms lim, jenin n shuhui. shuhui's really stressed up le. but my girl, we gota hang in there. okays? dont be afraid. dont think too much le. maybe everything's fated.
well, when sku end went over again. said takecare to 'her' and was heading for e door de. but inez suddenly grabbed my hand and say come. i was so happy back then. IMISS YOU SO MUCH. i learnt how to treasure time. esp within that 10minutes. got clear of most things, and she left le. exactly at 2. =/
nvm went to e linkway to meet up with zijian. had to tell him something, with jenin n shuhui n honqi accompanying. i couldnt understand 'her'.. was telling halfway, explainin some stuff to sinren n viv who came by e way too. was talking halfway when a slight headache starts to come in. thought i was too tired, so just bear with it. but it got worse.. suddenly got a split headache. i rmb i was still talkin halfway when i nearly fainted at e linkway. like no strength like that, lucky shuhui n jenin saw it, quickly hold me. it was then, my headache got even worst. had a feeling someone was pulling my soul. nvm i shant elaborate. things are not so simple anymore. evrything took for a turn today.. i hold on to shuhui n jenin tight.. i cried. not because i was scared. but i couldnt hold on..i just dont know how eexplain. i was shivering i guess?really thanks to shuhui, who started to say ''xie bu sheng zheng'' over n over again. thats when i regained my energy, ''fighted'' that whichever thing back. was well again.
after that wanted head back for chinese lessons de. but halfway up e stairs it's back again. e same feelin back again. headache came back so suddenly, felt real giddy again. then shuhhui n jenin help me to e side to rest again. shuhui said e same thing, and i got hold of myself. told myself that i gota be well. i cried during this time again. i just dont know why. maybe it was because of e pain. they accompany me back to class, thou i was feeling extremely weak by then. headache was still there. lucky today got syf results. a reason to tell other people why i was crying. lol~ in class shuhui said xie bu sheng zheng to me again. i think this really works. i got back my energy. thou not much lar. but aftr thinkin for some time, i thing i maybe noe what happen le. i was starting to waver..my stand was getting weaker cause just now previously i got xia4 dao. sigh. nvm
went to chinese class, mdm yeo explain why we nv get gold. just because our dance dont have BOYS. is like.. SO UNFAIR CAN. esp syf, is usually given grades according to ur ownperformance ma. but e judges compare ALL e ming2 jian1 wu2 then say what lar. but was lucky we got silver thou. its still unfair. e 2nd grp before us got GOLD CAN. just because they got GUYS in their dance, when they made so much mistakes and dropped their fans and wadever. grr. nvm. but this time darling cry also le. i cried for a short while ltr. it was just so.. undeserving. =[ but nvm. in our hearts n process, we've got gold. =]]]
write till here im also tired le larhhs. just said that after this got another call from inez. chatted with her and understood much more things. time is just running out. ger, no matter what, consider carefully. i dont think we really deserve u to do so much.. i will not give up on u. hang on. use ur will. shall blog til here ba. tired.. too many things just happened today. those who dont understand this, dont bother to read it. hahas. x]
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